It’s October, fourth quarter, which means the holidays, and all the accompanying minefields, are barreling towards us.
For now, I’m choosing to keep breathing and try to ignore the growing holiday fervor.
It’s Whiny Wednesday today. What do you wish would go away and leave you alone?
I have a love-and-hate relationship with October. I love what Octobers mean- REAL colorful leaves, twilight coming earlier, bonfires, autumn dishes, sweaters, the list goes on- but on the other hand, I remember my second miscarriage, and six other personal traumas, including two traumatic deaths in family.
So that’s my whine.
The anniversary of our first loss is 16 Oct – my niece had her first baby that date 3 years ago. I want to crawl in bed and pull the covers over my head that day. Had a bad physical episode this week, so i may be able to.